Proasha

First, not sure about you guys, but i have this weird thing that if i sleep during the day (like for a nap) i get VERY strange dreams.
This one was terrifying ;=;

Okay, so... I don't remember too much, but this is what i remember.
I rememeber we we're all on holiday or something (me, mum, grandad, auntie and her daughter and mocha-my dog)

Then there was this weird thing.... I once drempt about it, but it was like this dream remembered my last.
It was about dopplegangers (not sure if i spelt that right xD) and they like... Formed out of you, though.


So we were just walking though an American mall to start our vacation and i start to trip out, everything goes all weird and start to have a panic attack. I look at my arms and see my other doppleganger is coming out of my skin, both of us fall to the floor.
Then i remember waking up and i was looking around and saw everyone looking at me, i was REALLY mad for some reason o.o
Then when we got home, and i heard my grandad had a heart attack, i then spoke to him on the phone for ages xD
Then we all decided to go visit him c:
While we were at the hospital, my auntie got a bit drowsy and fell unconcious. We took her into her own room, after that.
I felt safe telling her what happened, so i did. She understood me and told me that the 'thing' tries to get into your loved ones and use them for their own dirty work.
As soon as i left the room, it like... Pan zoomed onto the heart rate thing and my auntie died.
I rushed home (where my mum was, she left the hospital early) and looked for my puppy, i found her in one of the rooms on the bed, i went to go to the bathroom before i left, and it was locked shut, so i called out to mum incase she was in the bathroom.
She came out and said 'what are you doing with her, i still need her for excercise A and B'
I told mum that im leaving, and i'll need some money, she gave me $50 and let me go.
I stepped outside and was stopped by my puppys doppleganger... She looked just like the one i was holding in my hand.
I started thinking if the one i had in my hand was the fake...
I called 'mocha!' To see which one would react, the one on the floor looked at me and tilted her head. I went to bend down to take a better look, and the one on the floor started growling at the one in my hands. I became very scared of which is which.
The one on the floor looked at me, for about a minute. It started doing things that wern't dog-like, and more human like.
Expecially not mocha like.
But i ignored it.... And kept staring.
It morphed into a light blue dotted-light creamy yellow coloured pitbull, with this amazing grin... And sharp shark like teeth.
I got a rope or something and shoved it in its mouth and snapped its neck..
I knew the one in my hands was the real mocha c:
She was just drowsy from possible tests.....

Then it all pan zoomed out, where i was watching youtube with my cousin and she said "i cant wait to see the movie!"

Then i woke up.
Waddafuk just happend.


That was probs the most scary thing i've ever drempt, i think its because it involved mocha (i think i'll be having many more dreams with mocha in them now)

If anyone read all that, thankyou :'D and sorry for the horrible writting skills, ill stick to drawing sonic.
I'd love to hear one of your dreams, if you'd write it in the comments C: bai!

alright guys, heres my sob story.

i have depression/anxiety/self conscious/emotional/chronic fatigue.

i don't want attention, but i can't help the stuff i have... i really want to get over it, truthfully.
i have been to therapists and everything.

what i want, is a puppy.
i have been thinking about this for over a year now...
i need a friend to help me get over all of this, i know it will work.
i once had a dog, when i lived with my grandad, but we moved out, and since the dog

belonged to my grandad it stayed with him.

i have been growing sadder and sadder since then.
until i figured i actually need a dog..

i have my eyes on how much i'll cost round'a bout.
they all seem to come to $500 australian dollars

even if i gain $100-200 it would be such a help for my family, and we might be able to afford

one...
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now, i see the new deviantart thing, that allows you to make money from points.
so that means i can make money from converting my points.
which is why i'm going to open my point commissions...

if you'd be so absolutely generous to donate, please please do so here, absolutely ANY amount, even one point is such a HUGE help..
p.s. please don't feel like you have to donate, if you don't have the money i don't want it (: thankyou so much <3

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Commissions:

Sketch:
70+
(or .79c)

Lineart:
150+
(or $1.50)

Flat coloured:
250+
(or $2.50)

Full coloured and shaded:
400+
(or $4.00)

it seems expensive, and probably too expensive, but if you'd like them for less PLEASE let me know, don't be shy. i will more likely agree to it <3


please expect a delay on all commissions.

okai guys, i've been seriously slacking with my drawings x'D
i wanted to tell you guys why, because i know people who ordered commissions want their money worth.

i have chronic fatiuge.
its nothing bad, its not like im going to die.
but what it is, is if you do too much physical activity you get REALLY tired and need to sleep.
or are really busted, your body starts to ache and everything :c

Today i had pains in my body, felt like i was going to pass out, couldn't stay awake, just from going to school and shopping afterwards.

so i went home and slept x'D
so please understand, that sleep and school get in the way D:

its like, sleep, school, sleep, school.

but but but! one week (maybe two, depending if i can stay home the last week) of school left!

so i'll get plenty of rest xD lmao.

i'm not writing this to be liek "feel srry 4 me u batches" i'm writing this as an excuse D':
i'll get em all done~ i promise. c: